Gay
Science 341
The greatest
heaviness
What,
if some day or night a demon were to steal after you into your
loneliest loneliness and say to you: 'This Life as you now live it
and have lived it, you will have to live once more and innumerable
time more; and there will be nothing new in it, but every pain and
every joy and every thought and sigh and everything unutterable
small or great in your life will have to return to you, all in the
same succession and sequence--even this spider and this moonlight
between the trees, and even this moment and I myself. The eternal
hourglass of existence is turned upside down again and again, and
you with it, speck of dust!' Would you not throw yourself down and
gnash your teeth and curse the demon who spoke thus? Or have you
once experienced a tremendous moment when you would have answered
him: 'You are a god and never have I heard anything more divine.' If
this thought gained possession of you, it would change you as you
are or perhaps crush you. The question in each and every thing, 'Do
you desire this once more and innumerable times more?' would lie
upon your actions as the greatest weight. Or how well disposed would
you have to become to yourself and to life to
crave nothing more fervently than
this ultimate eternal confirmation and seal?"
Jacob Kinniburgh
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